Man, does he need some better meds!!! HUGS in a SERIOUS way to YOU, because that's just more than really any one person should have to deal with on their own IN PUBLIC.
I have a pretty different view on suicide than maybe most, which is it's that person's choice. It's their life; it's their body and soul. BUT if someone is making that choice when there are other clearer, better options that they can't see because of being whacked out, for whatever reason, then, well, it's not really a choice made with the consent of one's deepest self. It sucks beyond belief that YOU have to decide whether or not to tell someone. It sucks, sucks, sucks. But he hasn't really given you much of a choice. You have to do what will ease your own heart. AND VENT HERE ANY TIME!!!
I'm glad you're skipping out to Panera. I'm glad you're looking out for your own sanity.
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I have a pretty different view on suicide than maybe most, which is it's that person's choice. It's their life; it's their body and soul. BUT if someone is making that choice when there are other clearer, better options that they can't see because of being whacked out, for whatever reason, then, well, it's not really a choice made with the consent of one's deepest self. It sucks beyond belief that YOU have to decide whether or not to tell someone. It sucks, sucks, sucks. But he hasn't really given you much of a choice. You have to do what will ease your own heart. AND VENT HERE ANY TIME!!!
I'm glad you're skipping out to Panera. I'm glad you're looking out for your own sanity.
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LU.