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It's that time again...
Jun. 1st, 2010 09:32 pmDid anyone else here ever listen to Boomerang Radio? They had a segment called Weird Words, and every time I hear: "do you know what time it is?" I want to answer: "It's time for WEIRD WORDS!"
Anyhow.
So, it's that time of the month again. Which means my back hurts and I spent the weekend PMSing, sitting on a couch curled into a tiny ball (which is v. hard to do, I am not a small person).
The WORST thing right now is that my acid reflux is acting up, too, so I CANNOT EVEN ENJOY CHOCOLATE. Sometimes my body is just cruel.
I don't have cramps yet, though, but I have porn at-the-ready for when they hit (themkshrine, I AM LOOKING AT YOUR LJ).
*sigh*
So. I'm kind of in a bit of a slump. I'm not very good at handling big changes in my life, and I'm even worse at waiting, so going to grad school in three months has me in a semi-constant state of worry. Not about anything in particular (well, except for not having a place to live yet, but hopefully that'll be sorted soon). Just general I-don't-know-what's-coming nerves. And I'm trying to be careful with myself and not dwell on it and keep myself occupied, because that kind of thing can so easily spin into depression. And most of the time I'm doing okay. I've got work, which is fun, and good friends, and new TV shows to watch. I'm most of the way through The Big Bang Theory, and starting Season 3 of Dexter - and then I'mma watch Breaking Bad, which I've heard wonderful things about. Just - some days suck worse than others, so if I drop out of contact or miss commenting on a post that I normally would have commented on, I apologize.
As far as writing goes - I'm 10k into a story that I've started to hate again (I'll get over it and edit like a madwoman and write the rest of it at some point this summer, but right now looking at it makes me wince). I seem to have lost a bit of my porn-fu, BUT, I signed up for kink bingo, so (as I am in some areas of my life v. competitive) there will be much porn. I WANT TO WRITE FOR ALL OF THE SQUARES. Which means that I'm going to be tackling a new kink. Plushy/furry. Which isn't currently a kink of mine, but then, gun-play wasn't, either, until I wrote it. Or watersports, for that matter.
I'm thinking Bradly/Colin. Colin's going to be something purple. Bradley, obviously something in a gold/yellow. Don't worry, friends. SECRETLY, IT WILL BE ABOUT FALLING IN LOVE. AND ALSO, YIFFING. \o/
Huh. It feels weird having no interactive part of a post. Like, I've got no questions or recs or polls or anything. I just kinda felt like talking about myself.
Er. Sorry?
OH HEY WAIT OKAY - I FOUND THIS! HERE HAVE SOME PORN:( By the time he wakes up Neal’s already crouched between El’s legs. )I dunno where that came from, or what I intended for it to be. O.o RANDOM PORN FTW!
Anyhow.
So, it's that time of the month again. Which means my back hurts and I spent the weekend PMSing, sitting on a couch curled into a tiny ball (which is v. hard to do, I am not a small person).
The WORST thing right now is that my acid reflux is acting up, too, so I CANNOT EVEN ENJOY CHOCOLATE. Sometimes my body is just cruel.
I don't have cramps yet, though, but I have porn at-the-ready for when they hit (themkshrine, I AM LOOKING AT YOUR LJ).
*sigh*
So. I'm kind of in a bit of a slump. I'm not very good at handling big changes in my life, and I'm even worse at waiting, so going to grad school in three months has me in a semi-constant state of worry. Not about anything in particular (well, except for not having a place to live yet, but hopefully that'll be sorted soon). Just general I-don't-know-what's-coming nerves. And I'm trying to be careful with myself and not dwell on it and keep myself occupied, because that kind of thing can so easily spin into depression. And most of the time I'm doing okay. I've got work, which is fun, and good friends, and new TV shows to watch. I'm most of the way through The Big Bang Theory, and starting Season 3 of Dexter - and then I'mma watch Breaking Bad, which I've heard wonderful things about. Just - some days suck worse than others, so if I drop out of contact or miss commenting on a post that I normally would have commented on, I apologize.
As far as writing goes - I'm 10k into a story that I've started to hate again (I'll get over it and edit like a madwoman and write the rest of it at some point this summer, but right now looking at it makes me wince). I seem to have lost a bit of my porn-fu, BUT, I signed up for kink bingo, so (as I am in some areas of my life v. competitive) there will be much porn. I WANT TO WRITE FOR ALL OF THE SQUARES. Which means that I'm going to be tackling a new kink. Plushy/furry. Which isn't currently a kink of mine, but then, gun-play wasn't, either, until I wrote it. Or watersports, for that matter.
I'm thinking Bradly/Colin. Colin's going to be something purple. Bradley, obviously something in a gold/yellow. Don't worry, friends. SECRETLY, IT WILL BE ABOUT FALLING IN LOVE. AND ALSO, YIFFING. \o/
Huh. It feels weird having no interactive part of a post. Like, I've got no questions or recs or polls or anything. I just kinda felt like talking about myself.
Er. Sorry?
OH HEY WAIT OKAY - I FOUND THIS! HERE HAVE SOME PORN:( By the time he wakes up Neal’s already crouched between El’s legs. )I dunno where that came from, or what I intended for it to be. O.o RANDOM PORN FTW!