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Dear [livejournal.com profile] frankiemcstein,

HAPPY (SUPERBELATED) BIRTHDAY! HERE IS PORN FOR YOU. You asked for Peter/Neal/El with Neal handcuffed to a bed. I haven't written in a few weeks, and I feel really rusty because of that - I hope you still like this!


HB

Title: ties that bind (you to our bed)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] hoosierbitch
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: BONDAGE!
Notes: Big, huge, enornous, never-ending thanks to [livejournal.com profile] elrhiarhodan, who sent me a laptop when I killed mine. I literally would not have been able to write this without you. You are generous beyond comprehension. Thank you!
Summary: Peter and El handcuff Neal to their bed.

“Try harder.”

A bead of sweat drips down Neal’s forearm. Slowly. Trailing over skin that belongs to Peter. He leans down and licks his way up the straining tendons and muscles; from Neal’s wrist to the inside of his elbow. His tongue stings with the taste of salt and Neal’s skin. His mouth floods with saliva. He licks his lips and swallows, tries to hide his hunger. It’s not time, yet; not time to take Neal’s cock in his mouth or bite his claim into Neal’s flesh. He can wait.

“Harder,” Elizabeth says again. And Neal’s body jerks underneath Peter’s hands, underneath his lips, which are still pressed against his arm, Neal’s jumping pulse frantic against the tip of Peter’s tongue.

The handcuffs are padded. The bonds secure and taut. Neal’s fingers are white-knuckled around chains that he can barely reach.

“Some Houdini you are,” Peter murmurs. “Can’t even get out of fifty-dollar restraints. I thought better of you.”

It’s…it’s close to cruel. Listening to Neal’s breath whine past his clenched teeth, watching his torso twist, tracing the sharply defined muscles of his chest and arms. Watching him fight. Ordering him to fight and watching him fail.

El laughs as she straddles Neal’s hips and sinks down onto his cock. Strands of her hair cling to the sweat on her neck and breasts. Peter brushes them away and then shifts on the bed, finding a better angle to watch them.

“Fight me,” El dares him. “Struggle.”

And something inside of Neal snaps. Some last reserve of energy, some hard-won bit of control, some piece of himself that he’d been holding back just – leaves him. He bares his teeth and growls and thrusts up into Elizabeth as hard as he can. Pulls at his restraints until the bedframe creaks.

It will hold. Long enough for El to use Neal’s body like a sex toy, riding him to her orgasm, kissing the sides of his mouth, pressing down on his heaving rib cage for an extra bit of leverage.

Ten, fifteen minutes and Neal’s crying. Crying and thrusting weakly, like a worn-down toy, like he’s forgotten how to stop. His fingers scrabble against the cuffs until Peter twines their fingers together.

“Can you get out?” he asks Neal as El gingerly lifts up and moves to Neal’s other side. Neal’s still hard, the leather ring around the base of his cock cruel and tight.

“No,” Neal whispers. The word slips past dry, bitten lips. His fingers clench between Peter’s, so he waits for Neal to relax again. Waits for Elizabeth to wipe away Neal’s tears and sweat and kiss his forehead and eyebrows and cheekbones.

“Neal. Neal, look at me.” His eyes are red-rimmed and exhausted. “Do you want me to let you go?”

It costs Neal something. Saying no. Some bit of pride or self-protection, letting go of a lie that had served as a shield for – for more years than Peter wants to contemplate.

“No.”

No, he doesn’t want to escape. He wants to stay in their bed and at their mercy, subject to their whims and desires and dangers. Because he trusts them. Enough to close his eyes and kiss Peter back when he leans forward, enough to relax around the slick fingers Peter twists inside of him, enough to hook his ankles together behind Peter’s back when he thrusts home.

Peter doesn’t often say I love you. It took him years to feel comfortable saying it to El when he kissed her hello or goodbye, a casual endearment and reminder.

He says it to Neal. When Neal’s knees are hitched over his shoulders and the headboard’s slamming against the wall and Neal’s mouth is open on a silent scream or cry or promise, Peter says it.

“We love you, Neal.” And Neal shakes his head until El’s fingers close around his cock, and then he nods, nods and strains towards her, asking for a kiss that she gives without a second thought.

El times it so that they come at the same moment. Watches for the warning shudders that run down Peter’s hips, the pace quickening, and unsnaps the ring around Neal’s cock, and takes him into her mouth. Peter thrusts home, once, twice, again and once more as Neal screams and tightens and comes.

Neal hasn’t said I love you yet. And that’s okay.

His wrists are bruised, when Peter takes off the cuffs. Sweat glistens down the shaking curve of his spine, his red-rimmed eyes still can’t meet theirs. It’s okay because every time they ask Neal if he wants to leave, if he wants them to let go, he says no.

Peter has to stretch awkwardly across the bed to kiss El goodnight. Neal watches out of the corner of his eye, the way he always does when their touch is more about tenderness than lust. When Peter slings his arm over Neal’s rib cage Neal twines their fingers together again, then wraps his other hand around El’s wrist.

The bonds that tie all three of them together might be intangible, but that doesn’t mean they’re not real. Doesn’t mean they’re not just as terrifying, just as tight, just as hard to escape.

“Love you,” Peter whispers into the curve of Neal’s shoulder. Neal’s fingers tighten around his before they fall asleep.

*

Feedback is loved and adored!

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Date: 2010-10-08 07:42 pm (UTC)
ext_462806: (White Collar: Point Blank)
From: [identity profile] veronicasleeps.livejournal.com
Hot damn, that was good.

Especially the significance of the bondage, the way that Neal doesn't need to be let go anymore, was very, very hot.

On another note, porn brings people together? What an appropriately awesome tag...

(no subject)

Date: 2010-12-24 06:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm so glad you liked the story. And the tag.

:D :D :D

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Date: 2010-10-08 07:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] photoash.livejournal.com
<3 Welcome back! Happy to see you writing and posting again!

I love how Neal doesn't say I love you back, how you hint at such a wealth of backstory with so few words :) you are such a master at that!

Peter's eagerness, Neal's fighting against Elizabeth and Elizabeth's help at just the right moment - they all seem to perfectly choreographed together!

(no subject)

Date: 2010-12-24 06:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Thank you, sweetie! As always, your comments are so appreciated!

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Date: 2010-10-08 08:23 pm (UTC)
elrhiarhodan: (Default)
From: [personal profile] elrhiarhodan
That laptop hasn't had this much fun since I used to use it in my hotel room to surf for free porn.

This is wonderful...I've missed your angst ridden smut so very, very much. Beautifully written, evocative and makes my heart twist in the best possible way.

(no subject)

Date: 2010-12-24 06:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
LOOOOOL

Thank you again for the laptop loan, lovely!

I'm so glad you're enjoying the angst-ridden-smut!

(no subject)

Date: 2010-10-08 08:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] penguingal.livejournal.com
**POUNCES**

I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH. AND I HAVE MISSED YOUR PORN.

AND THIS IS AWESOME. If this is you at rusty, I am all a-shiver thinking about you back in "top" form. :D

(no subject)

Date: 2010-12-24 06:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
*belated repounce*

I'm so glad you liked the fic! Thanks. :-)

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Date: 2010-10-08 09:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jrosemary.livejournal.com
The bonds that tie all three of them together might be intangible, but that doesn’t mean they’re not real. Doesn’t mean they’re not just as terrifying, just as tight, just as hard to escape.

“Love you,” Peter whispers into the curve of Neal’s shoulder. Neal’s fingers tighten around his before they fall asleep.


Ohmygosh, love the way Neal struggles against his bonds in this fic--but doesn't want to be released from them. I think I'm in heaven now. Thank you for a gorgeous story!

(no subject)

Date: 2010-12-24 06:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! I'm so glad you enjoyed it! ♥

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Date: 2010-10-08 10:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rubynye.livejournal.com
Oh my stars and garters. This is a devastation of gorgeousness.

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Date: 2010-12-24 06:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Apologies for the belated reply - and thank you so much for your feedback, sweetie!

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Date: 2010-10-08 11:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] daria234.livejournal.com
Both hot and very, very moving. I love that they say it but he doesn't. LOVE that it costs Neal something just to say no.

beautiful job :)

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Date: 2010-12-24 06:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Thank you so much, Daria!

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Date: 2010-10-09 02:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ursula4x.livejournal.com
Missed the hot stories! This was wonderful.

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Date: 2010-12-24 06:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Thanks, Ursula! Apologies for the lateness of my reply.

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Date: 2010-10-09 03:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lionessvalenti.livejournal.com
I actually made an embarrassingly loud high-pitched squealing noise when I saw this and it did not disappoint. It's so lovely and it really makes me happy. I adore seeing all that love and trust between them.

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Date: 2010-12-24 06:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Sorry my reply is so late - and thank you so much for the wonderful feedback! I really really appreciate it. Thank you!!!!

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Date: 2010-10-09 03:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slashfanatic22.livejournal.com
Woah...extremely HOT! I loved the fact that Neal says no to being released and its multiple meanings. Loved it!

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Date: 2010-12-24 06:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! I really appreciate the feedback (and apologies for the lateness of my response!).

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Date: 2010-10-09 03:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] asimaiyat.livejournal.com
Unnnnnnnhhhhh. That was so damn hot, holy fuck. And gorgeous and complicated and full of intricate feelings, as usual for you.

Also, how awesome is [livejournal.com profile] elrhiarhodan? Seriously, what a great friend!

(no subject)

Date: 2010-12-24 06:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Thank you so much - and apologies for the lateness of my response.

Your reviews always make me squee a little bit.

Thanks for the porn! *snuggles your Neal*

Date: 2010-10-09 06:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] onihime-sama.livejournal.com
Just what I needed today, White Collar needs to come back before I wither and die.

Re: Thanks for the porn! *snuggles your Neal*

Date: 2010-12-24 06:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! And sorry my reply's so late!

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Date: 2010-10-09 05:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] smokexscribbles.livejournal.com
Mmm. Neal helpless and still trying to fight. So very delicious.

(no subject)

Date: 2010-12-24 06:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Thanks so much, sweetie!

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Date: 2010-10-09 07:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] misura.livejournal.com
Unf. Loved how Neal gets broken a little bit here, how he agrees to let Peter and Elizabeth break him a little bit here - and how Peter doesn't say I love you easily to anyone (but how we love you comes easily to him here) and how Elizabeth says the same in that casual kiss.

(no subject)

Date: 2011-01-16 08:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
*g*

Thank you so much! I really appreciate it!

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Date: 2010-10-10 06:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] afiawri.livejournal.com
Beautiful fic. <3
Another fantastic fic. I'll never cease to be surprised at all the amazingly hot things you think up for these characters. Or the way you characterize them and particularly what they don't say.

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Date: 2011-01-16 08:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
I WOULD THANK YOU, EXCEPT THAT I AM TOO BUSY PREPARING FOR OUR FILTH OFF. O.o

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Date: 2010-10-10 08:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] secretsolitaire.livejournal.com
Oh, beautiful. ♥♥♥

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Date: 2011-01-16 08:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Thank you so much!

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Date: 2010-10-10 10:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nodense.livejournal.com
*flail*
Everything you write is amazing.
Also, this was hot hot hot and sweet sweet sweet and now I'm just gonna sit her and melt from sexy and romantic all bundled together.

(no subject)

Date: 2011-01-16 08:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! This feedback means a lot, I really appreciate it. (Sorry my reply is so late!)

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Date: 2010-10-12 10:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankiemcstein.livejournal.com
Holy. Crap! I freaked out when I saw you'd written it! Then when I actually read it I nearly ended up crying! That was SO hot! And SO sweet! And I was leaning closer and closer to the screen as I was reading it.... Ack! Best birthday present I have ever and will ever recieve!..... unless you're still writing next year.... :D

*hugs you tightly*

Thank you so much hunni!

(no subject)

Date: 2011-01-16 08:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hoosierbitch.livejournal.com
HI! I am so glad you liked it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*is happy*

Here is my belated reply to your belated reply to my belated birthday fic. We better start early for your next birthday...

:-) :-) :-)

Re: Ties that bind (you to our bed)

Date: 2010-10-26 10:38 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
DELICIOUS!! Mmmm mmmm mmmm. Enjoyed that :)

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