AMAZING. I knew that it would be amazing as soon as I heard you wrote it. But this was Fucking. Amazing.
Moving and funny and complicated and honest and just AMAZING.
I love that Bryce counts the seconds that each part lasts. That he shouldn't bring the tape on the job but he does. That he knows the tape won't last forever - subtle and perfect.
And Bryce's pov on what he looks like on camera, his thoughts that Chuck looked at him like he were fixable, his embarrassment at how he stared at Chuck even as he keeps staring at how he stared at Chuck - this was fascinating too.
And SO HOT. Chuck making him lose control. Bryce needing to watch Chuck make him lose control. The contrast with the Berlin skyline and the controlled environment of his spylife.
This line: "I didn't do what you think I did, I had reasons, how could you think I would do that to you, did you - do you still - am I beautiful?".
and the fact that Chuck steals a moment from the camera, the fact that Bryce looks for an excuse to call him. The sex and the psychology and ALL OF IT.
thanks so much for writing this. I didn't want to beg, but I really wanted it, and this is so much more than what i asked. LOVE IT
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Date: 2011-05-03 04:47 am (UTC)Moving and funny and complicated and honest and just AMAZING.
I love that Bryce counts the seconds that each part lasts. That he shouldn't bring the tape on the job but he does. That he knows the tape won't last forever - subtle and perfect.
And Bryce's pov on what he looks like on camera, his thoughts that Chuck looked at him like he were fixable, his embarrassment at how he stared at Chuck even as he keeps staring at how he stared at Chuck - this was fascinating too.
And SO HOT. Chuck making him lose control. Bryce needing to watch Chuck make him lose control. The contrast with the Berlin skyline and the controlled environment of his spylife.
This line: "I didn't do what you think I did, I had reasons, how could you think I would do that to you, did you - do you still - am I beautiful?".
and the fact that Chuck steals a moment from the camera, the fact that Bryce looks for an excuse to call him. The sex and the psychology and ALL OF IT.
thanks so much for writing this. I didn't want to beg, but I really wanted it, and this is so much more than what i asked. LOVE IT